7 Question Marks

I can't get over how I LIVE for the weekends. Its sad really. Every day I wake up and just think...I'm one day closer to Friday. Just so I can take a quick breath. Then, when the weekend really does get here...it's gone POOF! Just like that. Monday comes and goes by slowly and I ask the same thing all over again.

My life doesn't feel like it is really living it too its fullest. Energy is hard to come by and I feel like I have to keep every ounce on reserve.

Sounds silly really now that I have typed it out. But it is true. Time goes so fast - and as the new year has arrived...I look back to see what I accomplished in 2008 & I am at a loss for words. Worked. Ate. Slept. Repeat 365 times.

But what WOULD I like to accomplish? I mean...deep down, what is it that in 2010 I look back and say WOW 2009 was a really good year. Look at my list of happy little accomplishments? Would that make my life fuller? Or, am I really living an accomplished, content life - but am too focused on the future to realize it?

What are my goals? What do I want to do this year? How can I make this a good one? Hmmmm...